From France

http://scenichero.multiply.com/journal/item/5/RAISA_THIS_IS_YOUR_LIFE_taaaanan

"Her name is RAISA DELA CRUZ,
and i like to impart and share my life with you, how "WE" have been.
since we knowned here in MULTIPLY, it's good that i blog here.

we started as friendster/multiply friend
but i never notice her that much, until we first seen each other at trinoma with my friends
and i have this second look at her and that's were i decided to date her.
at first, i dated her thru text (i know it's low but its a start), suprisingly she was just a street away from my home and that makes me eager to love her.

but here is where it get ugly..
on OCTOBER 13, 2008 (MONDAY) she supposed to be going back to her second home in Lagro, she said she wants me to ride her back to the terminal but sooner canceled because her dad will take part of my duty, i replied "ok", i didn't come to my class so i decided to go to MEGA that day.. ISNA txted me that she has a suprise to me and that makes me eager to go to mega and in to my suprise Raisa was there. i said "Bakit ka nandito?" she just replied nothing and puff! like im nothing to her. She even likes to talk to her friends rather than me and i said to myself "Di dapat ganito?" so i asked her what's the problem.. "Wala!, Wag moko guluhin" she answered. i was stunned! that's where my badtrip starts to grow until the end of the day, we didn't speak like we we're ghosts.

So i thinked that the next day will be fine, so i text her but she's still on that same emotion, but she replies this time. At first she said sorry and we're to blamed those kind of texts but she just text "TANTANAN MO NAKO, OK?" thru her GM, i ask her "anung problema?" then "Wag mo ko guluhin, marami akong dapat unahin!" then another GM stunned me "KANINO BAKO PEDENG MAKI-TULOG? AT HINDI IKAW PUPUNTAHAN KO SA CUERDAS, SILA!" from that day on i never texted her as so my love for her vanishes..

days passed.. (here's the part where CHESKA gets INVOLED)
HISTORY about CHESKA and I:
MU for 1week, we been lovers for only 2days to be exact,
i was a complete idiot for what i did and say sorry to cheska and she understands.

i always check my multi twice a week and hear some rumors of "SIRAAN sa BLOG"
yes, im used to those kind of things and i really think that's LOW.
and in my surprise is this! CLICK ME

i mean.. what the fuck was that? and what she's trying to prove?
at first, i promise to ISNA (isna is one of my bestfriend) not to do some unworthy things until she do something again. i agreed.

then it starts to get closer and now thru GMs in my phone.
(i still have Raisa's contact and i receive her GMs as well Cheska, selected GM to be exact)
and wondered what's up with this two and talked first with Cheska.

Y!M CONVERSATION WITH CHESKA (October 27, 2008)
iskantarium: Good afternoon.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: hey! :3
iskantarium: Hi france
scenichero.wantsrevenge: sorry mejo busy kasi
iskantarium: Thats okay.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: soory
iskantarium: Im not sad about that.
iskantarium: Its about something else.
iskantarium: Raisa's getting on my nerves France.
iskantarium: Nakakainis na.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: confront her
iskantarium: Ginawa ko na.
iskantarium: Minura lang niya ko.
iskantarium: Ang sayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
iskantarium: Tinatanong ko sya, d nman ako nireplyan eh.
iskantarium: Ang huling text nya sken.
iskantarium: "........(TGNAN MO KUNG ANONG NGYARE!"
iskantarium: i forgot yung umpisa eh. ayun.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: anu ba problema nun?
iskantarium: ABA'Y EWAN KO?
iskantarium: Sabi ko nga sakanya
iskantarium: "Is it all about France?"
iskantarium: sbi nya, "No, its all about you."
scenichero.wantsrevenge: problema nya?
iskantarium: E d ko naman sya kinakausap. Kasi d nman kami close. My Gooodddddd
iskantarium: Tas ask ko nga sya kung ano gnwa ko sakanya.. Tas un na yung sabi niya sakin. Yung tgnan ko daw ngyare.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: inaway ko kagabi yun, pinabura ko pa contacts ko sknya
iskantarium: Ano ngyare?
iskantarium: Bat mo inaway?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: you have nothing to do with it
iskantarium: Oh okay. But can I know who's fault is it?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: i dunno
scenichero.wantsrevenge: either
scenichero.wantsrevenge: talk to you later
iskantarium: Aw.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: g2g
iskantarium: Oh sure
iskantarium: Okay okay!
iskantarium: Thanks 4 d time,
scenichero.wantsrevenge: bsta pinagsabihan ko sya, dont worry
scenichero.wantsrevenge: ttyl
iskantarium: Thank you Thank you
iskantarium: Ano yung ttyl n yan
iskantarium: Oh gets ko na
iskantarium: HAHAH
scenichero.wantsrevenge: talk to you later
iskantarium: Okay.
scenichero.wantsrevenge has signed out.
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then on my un-BIAS part, i talked to Raisa about this:

Y!M CONVERSATION (OCTOBER 26, 2008)
raisadelacruz: bt mo pnabura ung number mo?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: i have to.
raisadelacruz: arte mo
scenichero.wantsrevenge: eh anu pang sense?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: di naman tayo naguusap
scenichero.wantsrevenge: gm lang ng gm.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: hindi maarte yun
raisadelacruz: bat dii mo ko kausapen?
raisadelacruz: nahihiya ka?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: hah..
raisadelacruz: andito ko 10th
raisadelacruz: wala lang
raisadelacruz: never mind
scenichero.wantsrevenge: why are you saying to me..
scenichero.wantsrevenge: *that
raisadelacruz: just to inform you
scenichero.wantsrevenge: ok
raisadelacruz: magsama kayo ni cheska.
raisadelacruz: ok?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: whatda?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: di ko sya kinakausap. only online
scenichero.wantsrevenge: and why would you bother pa?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: alam mo kung galit ka dun sa tao, do you have to ruin someone's social life pa? di ba over na yun?
scenichero.wantsrevenge: and if ur thinking na KAMI paden, ur wrong.
raisadelacruz has signed out.
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I figured what's the sense of being so exaggerated.
and exactly i noticed these comments in FS.

THIS WAS A COMMENT FROM RAISA TO ISNA (OCTOBER 27, 2008 - 8:54pm)
*ISNA has nothing to do here, just a clarification*

"Saan tayo gagala? :3
Punta naman tayo samen dun sa Lagro.
Kain tayo SHAWARMA.
Hehe. Sama natin sila Xao ska si Dad. (Yea Dad)
Libre ko. :DD
Kaso andito ko sa 10th malapit kela France. LMAO.
Putangna nung dalawang yun si Cheska ska sya, pinagkakampihan ako.
Parang tanga."

*then this add to her reply comment* (9:14pm)

"Hindi ko na nga pinapakelaman eh.
Kaso nababadtrip ako ginagatungan yung mga stat messages ko sa Y!M eh. Dang."
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Yup! her stats was "May bago akong contacts. Okay!"
my stats is "Wula akong paki, Okay?"
WHY THUS SHE REACT TO ME LIKE AN ENEMY?
ME AND CHESKA HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER?

and this conversation just happen seconds ago, before i made this BEAUTIFUL BLOG!
:))

Y!M CONVERSATION (OCTOBER 28, 2008)
scenichero.wantsrevenge: Kaso andito ko sa 10th malapit kela France. LMAO. Putangna nung dalawang yun si Cheska ska sya, pinagkakampihan ako. Parang tanga.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: anu yan!
scenichero.wantsrevenge: di ko nga kinakausap yang si cheska eh!
scenichero.wantsrevenge: kwento mo oy! ayusin mo naman pag-intindi mo.
scenichero.wantsrevenge: wula akong kinakampihan.
raisadelacruz: woo
raisadelacruz: magsama kayong dalawa ni cheska
raisadelacruz: basta ako mananahimik na lang ako
raisadelacruz has signed out.

in my conclusion: SHE'S REPLUSIVE AND SHORT-UNEXPLORED MINDED AND A VERY VERY LOW AND NARROW FEELINGS, She doesn't care if she hurts someone on the way and no time to think if it's wrong or right, in tagalog "BANAT LANG NG BANAT"
(This is just a matter of self-expression and has no sense to be a HATE BLOG, *makitid lang ang utak mo kung inicip mong paninira nanaman toh*)

NOW.. YOU!
What do you think? replies and reactions are respectfully entertained. :D"

Nagpapasalamat ako kay France sa blog na to, kasi kahit papano bumait naman ang tingin sakin ng mga tao diba? Hehehe! Yown lang.