He's still with me at heart

Tonight I and Kenji had a fight. Well I don't know if it's really a fight, well maybe I should call it a misunderstanding. He woke up 2:00PM, and he went straight to meet his friends at OLOPSC, after that he did not text me, even a single message.

Exactly 8:30PM he texted me just to tell that he's already at home.
So I got pissed off, I waited for him for hours and then he texted me as if nothing happens, he did not understand that I am so worried about him etc.
But he did say sorry. And I think I'd already accepted it.

I tried to call him but he said that he's not in the mood to talk. I am so worried about him, about what he thinks and feels. He's not like that, I mean the Kenji I knew from the start. But this time, he's different. And I don't know why. I tried to text him if he has a problem but he refuses to reply on it. So I just assure him that I am here whatever happens.

I asked him if he still loves me. And he did say yes.
"Mahal kita wifey.." When I read that, all worries vanished in a snap.
It just proves me that we love each other even in times like this.
I love him with a love that I don't know how to explain. It is really beyond words.
And I know that he loved me too with a love that even though he's not able to show it everyday, he's still with me at heart.

I am looking forward tomorrow.
He promised that when he woke up, he'll talk to me.
I miss him so much. :((


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March 13, 2009