Commonground

I know that you believe, you understand what you think I said,
but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.

This is the part which I really hate the most.
It felt like I have done something sooooooooooo bad that it keeps on haunting me since this morning. But to sum it all up, I am outrageously happy about it. :)

Honestly, I am used to "that" thing.
But this time, it was really different.
Different in a way that everything that I don't expect to happen, fortunately happen.

All I want to do is have fun and make the most of what I have right now.
I am taking all of those things for granted. Yes, I am happy on all the things that I do. But this part will come after those happy moments- The regret.

I am confused and unsure right now.
I can't find the right words to explain my feelings.
*Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mo sabihin pero hindi mo alam kung paano? Ganon! :( *

That night is somewhat perfect. Fun, freedom and laughters are my company.
But when the sun comes and shines to say hello. It was the time to bid goodbye to my happy ever after dream.

I don't want to be his whole life.
All I want is to be his favorite part. :))))))))


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March 29, 2009