A goodbye letter

Dear Forrest,
Ok, I'm going to talka nd your going to listen to what I have to say.
I can't tell you how much I loved you, and still do.
I love you more then Deanna ever could.
You were my everything, and you still are.
I sacrificed everything for you.
I cut myself for you, I cried myself to sleep because of you, and I got in fights about you.
you sit there and say you don't want to be like your dad.
But look at you, your turning into a loser.
You use people just to get what you want, it doesn't matter who you hurt in the process.
your right, I don't know anything about you and your past.
But what I do know is your dad hurt you and disappointed you.
I'm sorry.
But you can't live your days walking in his shoes.
I hope you realize soon that she will never love you like I do.
I'm telling you now, I'm the best damn thing that ever happened to you.
I'm just tired of sitting here and waiting for you to grow up.
you proved that its not worth it, when you stopped going to school.
you were warned, and you pushed your luck.
The luck that you pushed got you EXPELLED.!!!
Take a step back, and look at yourself.
Do you see what you've become?
your not in school, your doing drugs, and your date-ing a cunt.
who you don't even care about.
If you cared about her then why did you cheat on her?
That doesn't make any sense.
If you cared about me then why did you cheat on me?
despite everything thats happened, I still trust you.
well Hell, I g2g I love you and always will.
Call me when you decide to grow up.
lOVE,
Hailey