You confused me

ANINO
Para siyang aninong nakadikit sakin.
Kahit anong iwas ang gawin ko, nandito pa rin siya.

PANGUNGULILA
Kanina paggising ko,
sa pagmulat ng mata ko.
Hinanap ko siya.
Kala ko katulad pa rin kami nung isang gabi - magkatabi.

PANGHIHIHNAYANG
Nakakadismaya.
Isang gabi lang pala talaga yon.
Mahirap isipin na baka hindi na maulit.
O ni hindi mabigyan ng pagkakataon maulit.

HAPLOS
Nung kaulayaw ko siya.
Isa lang ang nasa isip ko --
at yun ay akin ang lalaking ito.
Pero hindi, kahit kelan hindi siya naging akin,
hinding hindi siya magiging akin.

Ang mga tao ay panadalian lamang. Hindi mo alam na mamaya wala na pala siya.
Parang usok na habang tinititigan mo eh nawawala.
Parang usok na kahit anong hirap para hawakan ay hinding hindi mo magagawa.

Ngunit.
Nararamdaman pa rin kita.
Ikaw na nagsilbing multo sa aking kasalukuyan.
Multo na unti-unti akong hinihila pabalik sa lugar na madilim at ayaw ko ng balikan.

Nararamdaman pa rin kita.
Sa loob ng aking katawan, nandoon ka.
Gumagalaw.
Parang isang dancer na umiindayog sa harmonika ng panahon.

Nararamdaman pa rin kita.
Ikaw ang aking balara na tinusok sa akin ng panahon.
Ikaw na sadyang ginawa para magbigay ng liwanag sa mga buhay na patapon.
Ikaw na ang tanging kayang ibigay ay mga haplos..
Haplos na unti-unting nilalamon ang aking sistema.
Nawawala na ako.
Nawawala na.



Nararamdaman kita.
Nararamdaman pa rin kita..

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:'((

Commonground

I know that you believe, you understand what you think I said,
but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.

This is the part which I really hate the most.
It felt like I have done something sooooooooooo bad that it keeps on haunting me since this morning. But to sum it all up, I am outrageously happy about it. :)

Honestly, I am used to "that" thing.
But this time, it was really different.
Different in a way that everything that I don't expect to happen, fortunately happen.

All I want to do is have fun and make the most of what I have right now.
I am taking all of those things for granted. Yes, I am happy on all the things that I do. But this part will come after those happy moments- The regret.

I am confused and unsure right now.
I can't find the right words to explain my feelings.
*Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mo sabihin pero hindi mo alam kung paano? Ganon! :( *

That night is somewhat perfect. Fun, freedom and laughters are my company.
But when the sun comes and shines to say hello. It was the time to bid goodbye to my happy ever after dream.

I don't want to be his whole life.
All I want is to be his favorite part. :))))))))


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March 29, 2009

GayLord

Jcarlo9 ^___^ A lil too mean

Mar 26, '09 10:18 PM for Cheska's contacts

Nakatanggap ka ba ng PM ko na ganito?
Well if yes. I think alam mo na kung saan about ong blog na 'to.

This PM was sent to random people on my contact list.
I am just asking about Facebook Accounts so I can add them.
And then, there was this guy named JC who replied on my PM.
Here:


I don't know what is his problem with my PM.
Nagtatanong lang naman ako ng accounts.
And about the blog thingy, yes I know what a blog is. It's a live journal right? And I think it is awkward to post a blog just to ask for their facebook accounts. So I sent a direct message na lang.

If naistorbo man kita, well I think hindi naman ethical ung way ng pagkakasabi mo. And to think of you use a LARGE font. Hmm what do you want? Publicity ba? Nagpapapansin ka ba? Eeerrr.

DUMB ASS?
Duuuh~ Look at yourself :) (eyeroll)
I replied to his response, and said na he better know what values mean.
And this was his reply

Cheap? Look who's cheap! And too think na guy pa siya.
*If guy tlga huh? :))))
BABAW! :)) And see, large font na naman. HAHAHAH! Cool.
Gay act. Tss



Simple Logic.
If ayaw mo ng PM, ask politely right? Hindi yung para kang banakal kung magsalita. Ang panget ng attitude na ganon sir. And pwede rin naman na ignore na lang bat kelangan pa magsalita ng hindi maganda with large font?
Hmmmmm~


Eeerrrr~

Single

Naranasan mo na ba maghabol ng internet?
Ako kasi palage na lang. Ewan ko ba dito sa Globe broadband namen.
Alam mo yung tipong gusto ko na lang lagyan na lang ng period tong blog na to para sure na mapost. Pero hindi pwede eh. Marame ako ngayong iniisip.

Una, yung kinabukasan ko.
Sa Huwebes na yung mga exams para sa majoring pero ngayong Martes eh wala pa rin akong ginagawa kung di maginternet at kumain ng halo halo. Ni hindi ko man lang mabuklat yung libro ko. Ewan ko ba. Parang yung pagbukas ng libro eh napakabigat na gawain saken sa mga panahon na 'to.

Pangalawa, pano pag bumagsak ako sa Stat?
Oha! San kaya ako pupulutin? Parang nakikinita kinita ko na yung itsura ng nanay ko at sasabihin ng tatay ko. Baka maunsyami pa yung dbeut party ko. Nakngtutyang! Paaanoooo naa yooon?

Pangatlo!
Walangjooo! Miss ko ng pumarty! Isang buwan na kong di lumalabas oyy! Ano ba? Wala ba tayo gimik? Hayop na yan! Tigang na ko sa mga tugtog sa bar! Tara na sa Jaipur o kaya Embassy o kaya kahit saan basta maganda.
Tipong makarinig lang ako ng Macarena song eh iindayog na ko rito.
Hahahaha! :)))

Pangapat, hindi ko alam kung pano bigyan ng ending tong blog na 'to.
Mahirap kasi magtapos kesa magsimula diba?
Parang sa relasyon lang yan eh.
Pag nagsimula papetix petix ka lang pero nagbreak na kayo. Wala. Emo ka na.
Kasi iiyak ka na lang. Hahaha.


Well, ako rin. Papetix petix na lang dito.
Single eh. :)

Bye 2nd year

I can still remember the first day I set my feet on the ground in University of Santo Tomas. It was my first day in College. First day of mingling with super new set of people.

And there was it.
I spent my first year of college with I-Gam then 2nd year with II-Eam.
I gained friends, learn how to despise professors, and do cheating. :))
We all knew that everything since first year really changed! There are people who comes in and out of our circle and there are people that we learn to hate or just simply annoys us. But unfortunately, we can't do anything about it. We just go with the flow and spent every 6 days of the week with them.

I really don't know what happened to I-Gam that I knew.
It felt like that now, there are gaps between each and everyone of us.
There are different groups in our room.
There are people whom I shared almost everyday of my first year college days, but now I can't even talk to them in a day for some reasons.

I miss those people. :(
Those people who have been a very good friends of mine since first year.
And these past few days of second year, I cannot feel them. :(
Sa mga gimik, hindi ko na nakakasama. :( Dahil hindi pinapayagan ng girlfriend.
Lagi na lang bawal. Parang ibang tao naman kami sakanila. :( Nakakpagtampo lang minsan. Pero ok lang un. I understand. :D Lovelife eh. :)

Yung iba naman may sarili ng buhay. Wala. Di ko na talaga alam. :(

But I still super thanked God that he let me meet new set of angels. *wow* Hahahha! In form of D-am. Sila Tin, Iman and Maymay to be exact. : I super love this trio. Napakatotoo kasi. Tas ewan. Love ko sila. :))) Hahha!


Yeaaah~
College is not complete without those people who made it special.
There are still those who sticked with me tru thick and thin. And I super thanked those people. DARYL, KAYPEE & AMIEL (You are the best!)
Kitty Mae, Rhoanne, Tiniinininini and etc.
I cannot name all of you here, but I'm sure that you know that you are one of those :)


For you, all of my blockmates (first year and second year).
As we trod another year of college. And as we separate ways in our majors.
I will never ever ever forget those days and moments that I've shared with you.
I may not be a good friend nor a good person in some of you, but please do remember that whatever happens. I am still here, not only for my friends, but for all of you ofcourse :)
You know I love you ok? :D

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Kitakits sa debut ko.
Di pumunta panget at di ko na bate.
Bawal pumunta pag walang gift. HAHAHAHHAHA!

Bye! :)

Single is sexy.
I am single.
Therefore, I am sexy.
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No fallacy attained. :)

Naaaah~ I'm just kiddin' you know. Hahahah!
Tomorrow is supposed to be our first official monthsary together. But since he left me, it is not going to happen.

I've learned that life is just like this.
You fell in love, and eventually your lover will tell you, "We are better off as friends", "I'm sorry, but I need space.." , etc. etc! *But you know what's the true reason? They found someone new :) HAHAHAH! :D*


You will be sad right at that moment. Sad, then you choose to suffer from the pain that you are feeling. And in your suffering you will learn that you should stop.

I guess that's what really life is all about. You need to get used to the cycle of falling in love and at the same time, you should know where and when to stop.

So yeah, I had let go of everything. From the first day memories until to the present - I am forgetting those things right now. I even changed my number just to get rid of him. I don't want to see his name on my inbox. I don't want to read anything from him. You'll say I am bitter. But I tell you, I'm not. He's just too rude! :) And I know that he deserves that kind of treatment.

I'll focus more on my studies, I'd promise myself that I should be successful and gain many money so boys will run after me. Hahahah! LMAO! :))

Well yeah. I am trying to be normal again. And someway somehow, I'm liking the feeling that I don't have to be with someone just to be happy. Lord knows I need someone of course. But maybe that someone is still wayfaring the road between us. And yeah, I am willing to wait. :)


And to the man that my broke my heart.
Lord will find a way to get even with you. :)
Gooodluck man! :)

For Kenji

Extinction
-Francheska Manuel
March 17,2009

It was your smug eyes,
who blinded my sight.
It was you whom I saw in the dark alley of wilderness.
It was you whom I sought for.
It was you who forget and rekindled my love.

You-who never said yes to my pleading,
You-who says no to my goodbye.
You-who refuses to stay.
But promise long before, that you won't go away.

Lies and goodbye
cover my eyes.
Though I want to write
a quartains for your sighs.
No! It will not constrain,
my subordinate pains.


It was still you whom I long for..
A part of you whom I want to extinguished in my pain.
But I can never really have you again.
And it cracked me from outside down to my veins..



~~~
For Kenji

There is no US anymore

Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy.
We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past. Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human.
Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?

It ended so soon. So soon that I never expect that it will happen this early. We have been together officially for 3 weeks, and now, we are separated. :'(

Since Friday, I noticed a change in him. He did not text me for a whole afternoon, I called him but he didn't answer a single call from me. Since then, I know that there is something wrong. I wanted to talk to him about it but he refused.

This morning, we seemed okay. We even have a talked about how are we going to defeat each other when it comes to getting slim. But when noon comes, I asked him if about my birthday and he became hesitant about it. I even ask him if he'll stay up late tonight so I can call him but he said that he'll sleep early.

He became distant. And I don't know what's behind it. So I asked him what is our problem. And he said nothing. He insist a cool off. :'( And he really caught me off guard. In that instant, I cried. And maybe God knows that I am in great pain that time so he sent a rain from up above. I went home wet, for I forgot to bring my umbrella. *So maybe that's why I have coughs and colds right now.*

I don't know what to say. I am so blank. And I admit that I've uttered so many things that I wished that I did not say. I know that I he's hurting too, but not as much as me.

This midnight, I tried to talked to him again. And he said that we are better off as friends. I cannot take it. I insist that we should give it a try again. I even beg him to stay. But he refuses.
I am totally wrecked right now. I am such a damn mess! I even forgot to take my dinner and do some stuff. I don't know. I am so blank. I am fully hurt because I cannot understand why.

I asked him to give me a reason and he just said "basta....", what am I gonna do with basta? I asked him if there's someone new, he said "Wala..", if that's the case. So why is it so easy for him to let go of me like this? *sob

I told him that don't let go of the 3weeks that we've shared. We are just starting and it's too early to judge if it will not work or what, but he just said that "Hwag mong ipagmalaki ang 3weeks.." I know that 3weeks was just a short time compared to his past relationships, he even compared me to his ex.. Which happens often.

"My relationship with Mimyl is still the best relationship that I'd ever had."

When I read that message, everything in me hurts. It felt like I am such damn freaking loser compared to her.. I apologize for I am not like her. I cannot be like her. Si Cheska lang ako, at hanggang doon na lang yon.

I wonder if he really loved me at all. And he just answered. "Ndi."
So that's it. It was all in my mind that he loves me. It was a one-sided love relationship from the start.


I don't know if I deserve this kind of torment.
All I know that, is I am slowly cracking up and falling to pieces.
I don't know how until when I will be like this.
I wish that this pain will just fade in a snap.
But the least thing that I can do now is pray for the strength to move on.
Months of friendship and a whirlwind relationship is now gone.

There is no 21 to count on.
There is no US anymore..


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I don't know where did I get the strength to attend our NSTP Culmination activity awhile ago. :'(

you have never felt this way but i have.

Have you ever felt...
sad?
heartbroken?
rejected?
worthless?
used?

Sad because your boyfriend cheated.
Heartbroken because you gave them a huge part if your life and they hurt you terribly.
rejected and horrible because the other girl must be better that you in some way.
used because he probably used you to get to her.

you have never felt this way but i have.

A goodbye letter

Dear Forrest,
Ok, I'm going to talka nd your going to listen to what I have to say.
I can't tell you how much I loved you, and still do.
I love you more then Deanna ever could.
You were my everything, and you still are.
I sacrificed everything for you.
I cut myself for you, I cried myself to sleep because of you, and I got in fights about you.
you sit there and say you don't want to be like your dad.
But look at you, your turning into a loser.
You use people just to get what you want, it doesn't matter who you hurt in the process.
your right, I don't know anything about you and your past.
But what I do know is your dad hurt you and disappointed you.
I'm sorry.
But you can't live your days walking in his shoes.
I hope you realize soon that she will never love you like I do.
I'm telling you now, I'm the best damn thing that ever happened to you.
I'm just tired of sitting here and waiting for you to grow up.
you proved that its not worth it, when you stopped going to school.
you were warned, and you pushed your luck.
The luck that you pushed got you EXPELLED.!!!
Take a step back, and look at yourself.
Do you see what you've become?
your not in school, your doing drugs, and your date-ing a cunt.
who you don't even care about.
If you cared about her then why did you cheat on her?
That doesn't make any sense.
If you cared about me then why did you cheat on me?
despite everything thats happened, I still trust you.
well Hell, I g2g I love you and always will.
Call me when you decide to grow up.
lOVE,
Hailey

ECKA LOSER

BEWARE OF THIS COPYCAT!
It was this week when I send her a GM containing a line "I've found my chronic obsession", yesterday she texted me to ask if I have some text quotes and she want me to send it to her. And when I went online, I found her primary with the caption same as the one in my GM.

Here's the picture:



Apparently we are talking here in fs by trading comments. So I told him bat niya ginaya? She said kasi daw nagagandandahan siya sa line na yon. *Well, malamang diba?* and she even asked if "BAWAL BA?" DUuh? COmmon sense nga! It's plagiarism dude! Ok lang sana if nagpaalam ka eh. And oh, read this:



Hahah. Siya pa may ganang magsalita niyan eh no. Kung ina acknowledge tala niya ko na sa akin ung line na yan eh di sana nilagay niya don. LMAOROFL.

And last night I sent a GM that I loathe copycats. Nag react siya na sana nilagay ko na daw yung name niya.
Hahahha. Guilty? LMAO. Tinawag pa niya kong "Yaya" and "Loser."< LOL. Sino kayang LOSER samin at nanggagaya ng line? HAHAHHAHA!
Here's her URL http://profiles.friendster.com/86723157 yaaan! :P if she's in your friend list. Better delete her. Baka kau pa gayahin niyan. :P LMAO!

He's still with me at heart

Tonight I and Kenji had a fight. Well I don't know if it's really a fight, well maybe I should call it a misunderstanding. He woke up 2:00PM, and he went straight to meet his friends at OLOPSC, after that he did not text me, even a single message.

Exactly 8:30PM he texted me just to tell that he's already at home.
So I got pissed off, I waited for him for hours and then he texted me as if nothing happens, he did not understand that I am so worried about him etc.
But he did say sorry. And I think I'd already accepted it.

I tried to call him but he said that he's not in the mood to talk. I am so worried about him, about what he thinks and feels. He's not like that, I mean the Kenji I knew from the start. But this time, he's different. And I don't know why. I tried to text him if he has a problem but he refuses to reply on it. So I just assure him that I am here whatever happens.

I asked him if he still loves me. And he did say yes.
"Mahal kita wifey.." When I read that, all worries vanished in a snap.
It just proves me that we love each other even in times like this.
I love him with a love that I don't know how to explain. It is really beyond words.
And I know that he loved me too with a love that even though he's not able to show it everyday, he's still with me at heart.

I am looking forward tomorrow.
He promised that when he woke up, he'll talk to me.
I miss him so much. :((


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March 13, 2009

Friday the 13th

Thank God it's Friday. And the supposed hell week is now over.
There are so many things that happened in this week.

Monday.
It was a manic Monday actually.
We had our last class in Computer Lab with my beloved professor Sir Ian. *.*
Hahaha. We also took our last set of quiz in accounting, and honestly I am totally wrecked! I got 15 over 35 items. And I am really confused what the hell is going on cause I got 60 in my prelim grade while my other classmates got 50 and below, knowing that I am no good in Accounting! :D

Tuesday.
We have our last PE class.
We did a Yoga routine and happily my group ranked second.
Yipeee!!!



Wednesday
Well I think, this Wednesday of this week is the happiest!
I did not attend my class for Kenji. I went to Marikina this day. Our meeting place was in the front of OLOPSC Gate 4. From there we went to Meralco(not the building where you are supposed to pay for your electric bill.) and go online for her mom is not yet there in their house.

Around 10:30am, we went to their house and he introduced me to his family. To his dad who looks so professional and to his mom who is soo cool! :) To his sister Aiyah and to his pamangkins. We played 2 boardgames, namely Monopoly and Snake and Ladder with his pamangkins, and unfortunately I lost all of those games. Hanz(his pamangkin) eventually call me a "LOSER!"(with a letter L sign of the hand in the forehead) Hahah. It was really a lot of fun.

He showed me his room and all of his song composition. He played different guitar songs while we're hanging out in their living room. I even recorded a video of him singing his composition which was dedicated for me. "Only star" is the title of the song. Check my multiply site to watch it. :)



He made me an iced coffee which is according to him, his especialty. Hahahha! Well, it really taste good because of the cinnamon powder he put on it. Hahha *awww I really miss him :((





Here are some photos of me and Kenji. Check my multiply for more! :))

Thursday
Same dull Thursday. We have our last quiz in Statistic and yeah, I got perfect! Hahah. Unbelievable right? LMAOROFL. Well, impossible is nothing. .______.




Friday
Today! Yiiii. Kenji slept at around 6:30am, it it's 2:28PM and he's still not awake! Arrgggh! I miss this guy badly. If I could build a house near Marikina just to be with him everyday I'll do it. But I can't. And the least thing that I can do is wait for next week to be with him.
And oh, next saturday will be March 21, we'll celebrate our first month together! Wiiiii!



~
Life is Beautiful especially when I have Kenji by my side.

Oopps tapakan ko pala

May mga tao talagang hindi natin kayang intindihin. Yung tipong kahit anong gawin mong research sa library o kaya sa internet kung bakit sila ganoon ay hindi mo pa rin mahahanap yung sagot.

May mga tayong hindi mo nagugustuhan ang ginagawa o sinasabi sa iba. Kung hindi man ito patungkol sa atin, eh maaring patungkol ito sa isang taong malapit saiyo. Sabi nga nila, lahat ng tao sa mundong ibabaw ay magkokonekta.

Hindi mo sila masisisi sa mga ginawa nila. Masama man o mabuti. Wala kang karapatang manghusga. Yun ang ginawa nila, at tanggapin mo na lang sa kadahilanang, may sarili silang rason kaya nila ginawa yon.

Pero hindi rin naman nila tayo masisisi kung may masabi man tayo sa kanilang ginawa o sinabi. Tao lang tayo, aminin man natin o hindi. Tayo ay chismosa. *Mamatay na hindi umamin*. Natural na ata sa tao na gustong malaman ang latest. At pag nalaman naman ito'y parang machine gun ang bibig sa pagkokomento.

Minsan dun na lang nagkakatalo talo. Pag narinig ang scoop ay sige tira na lang ng tira sa pagkokoment, ang masama pa dito eh may pinapanigang kampo.

Nakakapanlumo na talaga ang klase ng lipunan ngayon.
Tila langgam na walang isip.
Tila ipis na tila ang alam ay paglipad lipad at pagdapo dapo na lang kung saan saan.

Nasaan na kaya ang logic ng mga Pilipino?
Ikaw? Nasaan yung sayo? *ooops sorry, natapakan ko pala.


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Tangina eh noh?

Paranoia

It's really hard if you want to spill something but you can't. Coz of the fear, some people just don't know how to understand your situation and your feelings. And the least thing that you can do is to assure yourself that maybe some time, everything will be back to normal and you'll be fine as if never happened.

These past few days, I've been worried in my condition.

There's a thing that should happen in me but still, it was delayed.

I've been praying so hard that what I am thinking right now is impossible.

Or should I say possible, but pleaseeee..... I don't want that to happen *pray.

There are so many things to be considered.

One thing is accepting it.

Maybe that's the hardest part of this-accepting.

What will I gonna do?

Errrrr..

I can't tell it to anyone.

Even my best of friends nor my boyfriend don't know about this matter.

And even I want them to know about this..

I don't know how to say it...

It's getting worse and worse everytime.

And I'm getting sick of thinking about this.

~Paranoia

Inspiration

Life is really short.
Last Friday, Francis M. died because of his Leukimia.
His death was really a big loss in Philippines Music Industry indeed.
It is really sick to think that wonderful artist like him got sick and died in an early age.

Same as his bestfriend Ely Buendia who's now sick because of a heart disease.
Hey! Don't think that I want him dead okay?
What I am saying is, sooner or later we are all gonna die.
Maybe later, tomorrow or who know, after reading this blog you'll be dead right?

So yeah, I just want to point out that just like Francis M. did,
live your life and live it to the fullest.


~Sentimental!

Screw School

It's Sunday and I should be enjoying my weekend.
Sunday was the only day left for me to rest for my schedule is from Monday to Saturday. But because of this damn effin school works, I am not able to enjoy my bed and even watch TV for a hour.

I slept at exactly 6am. Why?
I just took advantage of Globe's Unyt. I am talking with Kenji all night long. And that made me miss him more. (I hope it's Wednesday right now so I can be with him na. *sigh)
Going back, I slept at 6am and woke up at 10:30AM. Damnnn! Almost 4hrs of sleep. Beat that!
Then I went straight to the computer's desk and taannnaaan! Plurk! Hahhahahha!
I'm a stupident remember! :) Lol.

Well, yeah. I visited first all of my online accounts so when I am on my mood to be a damn ass in my school papers, it will flow smoothly and no distractions.

Thank God.
I'm almost done with our Group portfolio in NSTP. All I need to do is go to a computer shop and let the details burn in a CD, then pass it in our facilitator.
In my literary paper, well I'm still in my 50% of progress, well I think I'll deal with it by Tuesday for RC Paper and NSTP thing will be pass first.

In RC Paper, I'm done with Chapter 1 and 2, all I need to do is the conclusion part and an essay comparing Rigoberta Menchu's work to Rizal's work. So how the hell I am goin to that? Hahhaha. *So help me God.


ScrewSchool!

Oh so lazy me

I thought that this week will be the "Hell" week of our semester. For almost of our requirements are scheduled to be pass in this week. But I was wrong. Almost all deadlines are now moved next week. WTF! So yah, maybe next week, I'll be set on fire for those effin requirements.

First was the RC Paper.
I am really not happy with Rizal Course and it's definitely because of our professor.
For the first months of the semester until after prelims, she discussed about Medieval Period which is part of The History Subject not the Rizal Course. Yah I know that there's a connection. But hey, why teach your student a subject that you are not suppose to teach? Eeerr. It's like OMG!

And now, she's giving us so many paper works to do. We have to read all of Rizal's work and make an so called reaction paper on that. Errr, what will I do about those things? I'm taking up a business course, remember? Tsss. I am so pissed off.

Second was our Literary Paper.
Thanks for our professor for requiring us to do this thing.
Because of this I have learned so many things about life, love and humanity. Or even Mythology.
And I'm starting to love the art of poetry. Especially those poems that was created by Lourd :P
OMG!! *.* That's soooo wonderful.
Hahahah!


Third was our Finance Assignment.
Do I really need to explain why Finance is such a burden? HAHAHHAHA! :))))))))))))))


And you know what's really frustrating?
I'm on my 0% of doing my RC paper
50% in my Literary Paer
0% in Finance Assignment.
Great huh?


I know I know. :)
I am a STUPIDent. Hahahha!
Well, I better get started with these effin things.
Maybe later. Hhahaha! ;)

~OhsoLazyMe

Momentary Love

There's no such thing as not meant to be.
For when two persons fall in love, they are meant.
But sometimes it's meant, for a moment.