Try

It’s really frustrating when people around you stop to understand whatever you are feeling right now. Maybe it just that, they do not know how it feels to be this desperate and frustrated about a lost love. They don’t know how hard it is to just move on and leave everything behind as if nothing happened. They don’t know how to be like this.


Yes! I am still haunted about us. I’m still living in the memory of me and him together.
And yes, I still love him despite of everything that happened and everything that he have done. I know that it’s hard, but it’s not hard perse– it’s difficult. Difficult in a way, that whenever that I try to move on, he’s still there- watching me as I run forward away from him. Away from the dreams that we built, the friendship and the love that grew between us. And especially, away from the man that I used know.

How can I replace him with someone new if I have nothing to begin with?
But at least I know, that I should try.