Supposedly 3rd Month

21 seem to be an ordinary day for you, but for me it’s the most special and worst date at the same time that a month can offer. I’ve loved, died and lost over and over again, but still I’m here - promising that you would never be replaced.

Stay happy, I’m okay enough to bare this pain that you can’t understand. I can stand still in this dark meadow of my life gathering all my strength just to move forward. I’m fairly okay now, well except for the bitter fact that this is the only choice I have now, but also because that I have to set you free and take this chance to mingle with the others. Stay happy, that’s all I wish for you.

All things back to normal now, back to the time that we’re not yet together.
All seems fair. But nothing felt more sure except for the fact that life goes on, even when I already want to stop.

I’ll step my feet forward but I left my heart sealed on yours.
And when I’m ready, I’ll go back.. I’ll carefully take it away.
And maybe on that day we’ll smile together – separated.