Mixed Emotions.

I don't know how will I explain this feeling. I don't know if I am stressed, disappointed or somewhat anxious. I really don't know. :'(
6 days to go before my big day. And I am 30% excited, 50% disappointed and 20% anxious?
Excited coz it is my 18th birthday.
Disappointed because most of my friends, classmates to be exact will not make it. :'(
Sad. *sobs* There is too much conflict. First yung place. Second yung date.. :'(

Hayst! Again, Disappointed because, I really put an effort on preparing for this for them. My mom even said that, I should have plan this well for my classmates. But now, some of them will not come for some reasons. I can't help to be like this, I'm sorry. ='(
I really want to celebrate this event with you guys. ;'((

Si Janella di rin aabot. Siya pa naman MC ko.
Waaaahhh... :'(( I was thinking na si Louise na lang sana yung papalit ko for MC, but hindi rin pala siya makakarating. :'(( Awww.
Until now, wala pa ko mahanap na partner ni Ads. :'((
Anubeyen! Stressed na ko. Sayang beauty. (--.
Wala na atang nacomplete sa kahit anong set ng 18 ko. :[
Sana magawan parin ng paraan. SANA.
Pilitin niyo pa rin makapunta.


I'm looking forward also sa mga HS friends ko.
Hope they'll make it. :/


But yeah, I understand everything naman. :'( Pero... :'((
NAKAKAPAGTAMPO. :((
Well, ganon talaga eh. For those who'll come. Thank you so much. :'(
Basta let's enjoy na lang. =/