Big mouth

There are a lot of things that is occupying my mind this time. Love, Friends, school, Financial problems and boredom ofcourse. It is 12:57 in the morning and I can't find some movie to watch, or should I say, a good site to watch on. Awhile ago, I'm watching American Pie Beta Haus, I got thrilled, but unfortunately it did stop in the middle of the movie so nothing good happened. One more thing is my Yahoo Messenger, I can't open it. So I'm on Meebo lang. I don't know what's the problem with that. Nakakafrustrate lang lalo.

In addition pa yung mga tao sa friendster na tumatawag sa akin ng ate coz I'm 18 na. Almost all of them asked me how was it to be on legal age? Duuuh. For me, nothing happened naman eh. I just turned 18. Plus one lang sa age ko, nothing change in my routine and activities. I'm still the same damn lazy faggot slash dork in our compound, err minus the PC. (My computer is still fucked up. So Thank God I'm here at my aunt's house.) What's amazing about that? Maybe they are thinking that, now that I am 18 I can do whatever I want to do, or do things that my parents do not allow me to do when I am still considered a kid. Naaaaaaaah. For me, hindi ganon yon. My parents are open minded naman kahit paano. They are not the type of parents which is too conservative or what. And they do understand naman, syempre I'm studying at Manila, so the culture and the environment itself that I need/or get used to di ba? So yon.

Another thing is, si _____. Yon.
Hayst. I dunno. I really like him. Well pero magulo eh, mahirap ung situation. He likes someone else. Masyado siyang maraming iniisip. And I know iba rin ung tingin niya sakin. Sabi nga ng friend niya wag na daw ako maghintay. So what em I goin' to do diba? Hmmm. Pero ok naman ako kung anong meron kami ngayon. Atleast we are friends naman. We talk. We share problems. Pero kanina iba siya, moodswings na naman siguro. Tss daig pa talaga non ang babae kung topakin. Hahahah. :) Maybe that what makes him different. I cannot fully explain eh. But still, I do like him naman.

Sana may natulong ako sa kanya sa mga sinabi ko sa kanya na advice. He is so down. Ang emo emo nga niya eh. Tsk. I want him to be happy, but not with her ex. Maybe it will be best if he was with me. But I don't want to be selfish naman, so sabi nga niya, he's going to enjoy his life as a single.

Hayst.
This was the first time that I wrote and opened this much.
My hands just keep on pinching the keys, nakakatuwa. Iba yung feeling.
Heheh. My back aches pa rin. Tsss but it's ok. :)