VLAREJ

I really find it hard to wait.
I am fond of rushing things.
And I always end up losing them.
And I want to change that attitude.

I like this guy so much. And he don't want to rush things.

Because of his personal reasons, and one of those is he's not yet ready. And maybe, that he's still in love with his past love. Even though that we already talked about his past lover and he said that he's over with it. The way he describe everything about them, I know that he still longs for this girl.

I pity myself for I really envy that girl.
I wish that I am her. :(
Or I should say, I wish to be next to her...


Haayyyysss.
I like him so much. Yeahhh!
:(
I don't know what to do.
I want to have him, but at the same time I want to respect his decision that he don't want to rush thing. But what worried me the most is, I don't know if he likes me.