2009: New Life

January 1 2009
First day of new year.
I have a new # for a new life. :)
New life means new world and new principle.

Year 2008 is awful.
So many shits happened in my life.
I even lost friends whom I thought that will stay in good times and bad times.
I may not gain anyone these year,
I may be evil in few and in existent in some people out there.
But life must still go on.

As the New Year breaks, I promise not to have any love issues anymore.
I am fed up of doing stupid things for love.
I had cried so many times this year and I think that would be enough.

As 2009 comes, I'll focus more on other things. Studies maybe.
And gaining friends in online community.
I will not use my cellphone every time.
I will spend more time reading books.
And helping in household chores. (I'll think it tru. Ha-ha-ha!!)



Haayyyy.
Sa tuwing naiisip ko tong taon na to parang wala masyadong nangyare.
Puro kasi away at pagkabigo. Nakakainis talaga.
Minsan hindi ko alam kung deserve ko pa ba tong nangyayare sakin. :(
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy! *Supersigh!
Pero wala.. Hindi ako magmomove on ngayon. Eh mahal ko pa rin e :)
Yaan na lang muna.
Waiit n lng :) Malay mo mag iba isip :)

Dati naman masayahin akong tao pero ngaun parang ang loner ko na.
Wala lang. Siguro kasi ako na rin may kasalanan. Super focus ako sa isang tao tas pooofft! Wala naman nangyayare. Nakakapanghina ng loob.
Tas minsan wala ka pang mapagsabihan.

Tas nitong December pa :( Haayyysssttt! Ano ba yan.
Ang saaaaaaaaaaaddddd ko talagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Sana ngayong 2009 na maging masaya naman ako.
Yung masaya talagang totoo!!