Well just to know who are the ones that will shed a tear for me if I'm gone. Coz these past few days. No one's there for me in time that I really need someone to cling to. Even my closest friends. Cause I don't have the courage to tell them what am I really feeling right now.
It felt like I am stuck on an oasis.
In a center of desert alone.
No one will know if I'll shout, cry or die.
Sometimes I do convince myself that this is life.
It's really unfair. But my mind neglect those things.
I think that life is really not unfair.
It's the people around us that make life harder and complicated so we label it unfair.
Just like now.
I hold on to someone.
I put so much energy on him.
But he took it all away in a snap.
What's really frustrating is he doesn't even give me a clue, why, when, what happened? Or did I do something wrong.
He just left me without even saying goodbye.
He just left me hanging!!
What did I do?
If I did something wrong, I believe that I do have the right to explain.
Or even just to know about it!
Buttt eeerrr... Poof! He just left!
Without words and explanation.
What does he want?
If he only knew that he's really driving me crazy,
in a way that I cannot focus to other things because of this.
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