Beginning

It's the first day of December. Today is supposed to be our monthsary. Aww.. I hardly remember how my November started. And I started it with him, and unfortunately I ended it without him. It's really ridiculous. Why? Coz every time that I write, it's all about him or if it's not all about him there will always be part for him on my writings. *Sigh.

But I think that I have moved on. In a way that I spend the time without texting him or even thinking about him Ha-ha! Whata achievement! Lol! But the memories are still there. It's really true that memories cannot be destroyed unless you destroyed it by your self. And in my case, I decided to forlong our memories. :)

This is why I write, to turn the longing in to solitude. Because in writings I found my own sanity at peace. When I write, I met my second persona who is far way different from what others see in me in my everyday life.