"It was the sound like something ripping through the sky - no, not exactly like an explosion, but rather like the heavens splitting open, wide open. And then, the darkness."
It was exactly 3:17AM, February 11, 2009. I got a 11hours of sleep. I am sick. But I forced myself to wake up coz I have a class at exactly 7am. It was my nature to go online before dressing up. I opened my friendster account and there was his comment. It was the sound like something ripping through the sky - no, not exactly like an explosion, but rather like the heavens splitting open, wide open. And then, the darkness. Pain pulls me. And, Errr. For the first time on 2009, I cried.There he goes. Running away from me. Never looking back. Doesn't even care about what will I feel. But the only person that I can blame now is nothing but myself. This is the horror of loving someone this easy. I have sworn last month that this will never happen again, but gawd! It did happened.
I am on the same state now. Stupor with my eyes like windshields, suffering with my own disappointment. And feeling the pain cluttering tru the deepest of my vines. Somewhere along the road, I had lost my soul. I had lost my will to pursue. For he was the one who help me go on. And now, he's also the one who had given me up.
Things will never be the same again.
I'd lost a friend.
I'd lost something special.
I'd lost almost everything..
And what's worst is,
I'd lost him. =((
It goddamn hurts..
But life goes on, so am I.
I'm gonna miss him. ='((
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"When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away.But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE!!!
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
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Italic words are from the story Ghost.
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